1. The Realisation
   When the thought of being with you for the rest of my life gave more knots than butterflies in my stomach, it broke my heart. For the first time in my life, I felt trapped by you-and I couldn't do it anymore.
2. The Contemplation
   I swear, never before have I ever been so stressed out and in absolute turmoil such as when I mulled over ( Read more... )

There is a lingering thought that stayed with me since I came back home. Although my body is here, my mind keeps flying to where you are, where I used to be. I can't help but to think that that girl still lives there, that she's still going on her usual routine as before I left. It opens up all possibilities of being near you, of seeing you now and ( Read more... )

1st semester: 17 July 2010 - 21 January 2011This is the phase everyone knows as the honeymoon phase. Around this time Firu and I were still living in Tangerang with our parents. We saw each other almost everyday because we had German courses everyday and Firu would pick me up on his motorbike. I loved riding around on that thing, arms tight around ( Read more... )